Thursday, September 30, 2010

Well, so I can post to blogger, but cant't read blogs. Thats stupid.


Your probably expecting some awesome post about something awesome that happened in my life, right? HAHAHA, sorry. They just unblocked Blogger from our school netbooks! So now I have something to do in all my ridiculous boring classes. I'm in honors US history now sitting at my teachers desk because my laptop died and the only available outlet is behind her desk. So, this week is spirit week because homecoming is this weekemd. Monday was pajama day, obviously I wore my AMAZING purple flannel pants. Tuesday was tie dye day. I had a shirt. Wednesday was wacky Wednesday.There were so many bizarre things. One of the teahcers was all in camo with maks and all. It was scary. I wore fishnets with cut off jeans, one knee sock that was bright pink and one of those cut of shirts witrh one sleeve. And the best part of my outfit was my blazer from private school! I was judged greatly. Today is food day. Ya food day. The homecoming theme is the 5 food groups. Juniors are dairy. I have seen so many banana and hot dog suits and people doing strange things with those suits. Okay people its not that funny lets act our age. I have also seen a chicken costume, Wendy (like the fast food restaurant), a guy in a gorilla suit (?) and people dressed like zombies. Zombies are not food. IT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE. Just because zombies eat people doesn't make them food related( that's what a freshman told me today.)Oh I love My school. I have seen so many crazy things. Even when it's not spirit week, their is always that one guy dressed up like a mattress. Ya someone did that, just for fun.

So i should probably participate in the class discussion on how the US has changed in terms of diversity :/ fun times


Tuesday, September 28, 2010

So, Im attempting to study for chem and I am an epic faluire at that. I am so stressed out with all my AP English work and this stupid test!!! I just wish I had till friday to study for it and my life would be so much easier!!! ahhhhhhhh I can't fail! I think I understand everything I just need more time to engrave it in my brain....I hate chem it has to much damn math! And not the easy kind :/

But it's gunna be okay. I just have to keep telling myself that and maybe it will become true.

Even though I am really stressed I am so happy, for once. It's amazing.

Side story, but Jon wrote me a poem, and it's a really good poem. (I might post it at some point.) And he left it in my locker. So sweet.

So now when ever I get discouraged, I read the poem and think of the incredible guy who wrote it for me and I can't help but smile and feel amazing. :)

Anyway, back to studying....

Friday, September 24, 2010

It's Friday night and I seriously have nothing to do. So here are a bunch of totally random and pointless facts about me, mostly for my entertainment and maybe (maybe) yours!

Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed?
Always Colsed

Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?
Yes, I have large quanaties of them in my bathroom cupboard

Where is your next vacation?
Thanksgiving break, I think

Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
No, why in gods name would I do that?

Who do you think reads these?
People who are cool, duh!

Do you have a calendar in your room?
I have 2

Where are you?
On my bed

What's your plan for the day?
Well, it's 8:30PM, so i will be sleeping pretty soon

Are you reading any books right now?
Angela's Ashes

Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
When I am reallllllyyyyy boreed

Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
All the time, everyday

Do you chew your pens and pencils?

Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Ya, it's cute

Do you still watch cartoons?

Whats your favorite love movie?
Love Actually

What do you drink with dinner?

What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in?

What is your favorite food/cuisine?
NYC style bagels

What movies could you watch over and over and still love?

Last person you hugged/kissed?
Jon and Jon

Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
4th grade-6th grade

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
This July to my boyfriend at camp. I don't think I actually ended up sending it.

Can you change the oil on a car?

Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

Favorite kind of sandwich?

Best thing to eat for breakfast?

What is your usual bedtime?

Are you lazy?
Sometimes, yes very much so

When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
A pumpkin

Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Rolling Stones

Which are better, legos or lincoln logs?

Are you stubborn?

Who is better...Leno or Letterman?

Ever watch soap operas?
Ewwww, NO

Afraid of heights?

Sing in the car?
All the time. I go crazy when it's quite in the car

Dance in the shower?
No, I feel like that's dangerous. For me at least

Dance in the car?

Ever used a gun?
BB gun

Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Some of them are very cheesy, but most of them aren't

Is Christmas stressful?
It can be

Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
A nun

Do you believe in ghosts?
I prefer the term spirits, but ya

Ever have a deja-vu feeling?
Everyday it seems like

Wear slippers?
All around the house

Wear a bath robe?
Not really

What do you wear to bed?
Mens flannel pants and a tank top

Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart?

Nike or Adidas?

Cheetos Or Fritos?
Cheetos of course

Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Ever taken karate?
For 2 years

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
On a dare

Can you curl your tongue?

Ever won a spelling bee?
OMG NO, I am the worlds worst speller

Ever cried because you were so happy?
Ya :)

Own any record albums?
No, but my dad has about a thousand

Own a record player?
Dad does

Regularly burn incense?
No, I wish

Ever been in love?

Hot tea or cold tea:

Tea or coffee?
Coffee every morning! But teas good too

Favorite kind of cookie?
Chocolate/ pecan chunk

Can you swim well?
I think so

Can you hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose?
Yes, i am so good at that

Are you patient?
most of the time

Ever won a contest?
Best smile 5th grade

Which are better black or green olives?
black, green are nasty

Can you knit or crochet?

Wash room or bathroom?

Do you want to get married?

Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?

Do you have kids?
i'm 16 no thank god

Do you want kids?
someeday, maybe

Do you miss anyone right now?
A friend

Who do you want to see right now?

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

how come your the only one that can still make me cry? What is it that makes me cry when I have to be with you? please know that for some strange reason, I can't control my tears around you. it shouln't be like this. I can't stand the way you tell me all the things I do wrong and tell me about all the things I should be doing instead of support what I already do and love. you say you're trying to help me, but it isn't helping. Pointing out all things I know are wrong with me just stresses me out. the way you rant at me about all the things that make me a horrible daughter and a 'mean person' makes me feel like crap. I wish i could talk to you about everything without it turning into a fight, because honestley I need to talk to you. Why does everything have to be so hard between us? why do u have to yell? It really upsets me, so much. why do you have to tell me "not to look at you like that" when what i am trying to do is hold back tears. Why can't I tell you how i'm feling without being called a drama queen? that term makes me feel like my feelings don't matter. I know your doing your best and you say you do love me, but sometimes it doesn't feel like it. i know there are lot of things you do for me, but there are somethings you don't do. Like look at things from my point of veiw, or try to understand how i am feeling. I wish i i actually did want to talk to you about my day, but I don't for fear that it will turn into another fight. I just wish things were okay between us, but there not, sorry.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

It's raining out; I love it. So my windows are open because I love the way the rain sounds/ smells, but now I'm cold. I've been having an issue with being cold lately, especially my hands. They are always freezing. Now I'm extra cold because the windows are open and the rain is basically splashing me threw the screen. And the song 'When it rains' by Paramore just came on my ipod. Oh the irony.
I don't know why I felt the need to share that with you all, but I did. So anyways...
I've been in school for about two weeks and a half weeks, I think. I don't really know because we started on a Wednesday, then had the next Friday through Monday off for labor day. So I think this is my first full week of school, but again, I have no idea what I'm talking about. I sweat it's felt like we've been in school for at least a month. There is so much work!!! These are the courses I am taking if your interested: AP English III, Algebra II, Chemistry I honors, Choir, Ballroom dance, Aerobics/yoga, US history honors, French IV honors, and I have one study hall 8th period Fridays!
The work for AP English and chem are ridiculous, there is too much. And it's all self assigned work so we're not being graded on it, but you have to do it to pass the class. That annoys me. Because I tend to put everything off until the last minute, but in chem there is no "last minute" because you don't pass in any work (well, except lab reports/ projects and tests) and if you get to the point that you doing things at the last minute, that basically means you failed.
And ugh ballroom dance. I don't dance. I am absolutely horrible at dancing. And yet, I am taking ballroom dance? I wish I was in Jon's class, so we could suck at dancing at dancing together, but of course I'm not:P HAHAHA he's the only guy in his class <3
Then there's US history. We are going paperless! wow. I am totally for recycling, really I am. I brought home all my recyclable things last year when we didn't have recycling bins at school. But doing everything on our moronic netbooks is just, well, moronic. Oh yeah, the school wasted a butt load of cash on these super mini laptops they expect us to carry around everywhere and us instead of agendas. They have blocked everything on them and it is very annoying. And the freeze and shut down all the time;nobody likes them or wants them.
So those are my classes and the ones I didn't mention, are just boring and uninteresting. I absolutely love my 8th period on Friday because it is a free period because I can leave school early!!! And it's practically the only time I see Jon at school, so that's nice.
What else is new? Oh, the musical 'Bye Bye Birdie' has begun taking shape, kind of. There is a whole bunch of dancing and also a lot of 4 part music! My father is rather ecstatic about that (he is the musical director). The story of 'Bye Bye Birdie' is rather pointless and "wholesome" as my father describes it. Well, except for that one line: "Lets have an orgy!" I have a total of one line! WOW, your mind is blown, right? No, I really don't care, I just really enjoy preforming and being part of the whole experience. And I do sing some solos, so that sort of makes up for the lack of lines. My name is Penelope Ann Hankle. Such an unfortunate name in my opinion.
SO, there's the update on my rather boring life.